one time you old me of a card that you received that had a huge impact on you. perhaps you like to receive cards then. i have been replaying over and over in my head the last few months. i guess i think once it is really said we will have to deal with it and inevitably our relationship will change. i like you. like a school girl with a crush, i like you. there are many things i chose to do because you were there. you would be surprised at what i chose to do so that i could hang out with you. knowingly and unknowingly. for a while i assessed whether i thought that i truly liked you, or it was easy, convenient, there. my feelings did not falter.
regardless of what you think of this i want to thank you for opening my eyes to the possibility of someone who would treat me excellently, love me whole heartedly and that i deserve that.
i wouldn't say this if i didn't mean it, and i wouldn't risk it all if i didn't feel i had to. it is what it is, and it will be what it will be.
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